The power of past.

In some grade, I don't really remember when, my art teacher told me that every colour has its connotations. I dare to claim that it got stuck so deeply in my mind that even now, so many years after, I seek THAT colour to express myslef..

Purple - associated with graveyards and being scared, anxious. For me it also had inner connotations with sadness...

(Dealing with trouble.)

I've just "written" a song. I think it might be the best song ever in my life. Not only saying what I want to convey, but also very melodic and rhymy.

The problem is that, as always, I sing it out and later on have no idea how it went (that is why "written").

Even if, it still wouldn't sound as powerfull and the word choosing would as always be an issue.

This way, at least you know. I have made the best song I am capable of, it was really good, it could even be bradcasted. But it doesn't matter now, it's words are forgotten, it's sound as well, it's existanse soon will be.. so is it any good to create sth like that?

Yes. It is good for right now. For Me.

"...

So I look in your direction,

but you pay me no attention, do you?

I know you don't listen yo me,

cuz you say you see straight through me, don't you?"

-Coldplay